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Reaching for Darkness

by Honoris Causa

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1.
Lord, give me all that I want All that I’m wishing for Everything that I deam of I will not hesitate Sacrifice all it takes To get money fame and power No name faces so called friends Talks full of phrases party never ends Living in moment won’t last Enjoy likes comments today is a past Tomorrow’s here play another card Have no fear don’t get caught off guard Beauty’s artificial, life is hard All is fake in City with no heart It’s not always sunny move fast Think of the future forget the past Dreams will only tear you apart It’s all about money so play your part Tomorrow is here play another card…
2.
The One 04:35
I know you told me that I pulled the trigger I was the one Now tell me who was the one Who handed me that bloody gun? What’s wrong can never be right And I can’t stand another fight Nothing can ever fill That emptiness you left inside It’s easy to read the book when it’s opened It’s fun to watch dying the one that is broken Who was the one who started the fire? Who’ll be the one to call the ceasefire? Who was the one to struggle through day? And who’d be the one who will have to pay? Who was the one who started the fire? Who’ll be the one to call the ceasefire? Who was the one to struggle through day? And who’d be the one who will have to pay? I hope one day it won’t Be way too cruel to wake up And then you’ll realize How royally you fucked all up Keep pointing the blame But I won’t be the sorry one I’ve tried I almost died Too tired to fight, I’m out, I’m done But will it be so easy to be the one To look in the mirror after all that you’ve done? Who was the one who started the fire? Who’ll be the one to call the ceasefire? I was the one who started the fire I won't be the one to call the ceasefire Who was the one to struggle through day? And who’d be the one who will have to pay? I wasn't the one who struggled through day But I'll be the one who will have to pay
3.
Wine is on a table, there’s silence in the room So much I wanna say but there’s nothing I can do Your hate and ignorance and anger I don’t have a strength to fight no longer Wine is on a table, there’s nothing I can do I cannot take it and I won’t fake it You want me to be just like you and nothing more I wanna make it but you won’t let me You’d rather see me lying dying on the floor Want me to submit, don’t need your permit Can’t give up my freedom and live behind locked door Want me to admit crime I didn’t commit How can one soldier against army win this war? Wine’s still on a table, there’s no one in this room I’ve tried so hard to make it, there’s nothing I could do Your hate and ignorance and anger I don’t have a strength to fight no longer Wine’s still on a table, there’s nothing I can do I cannot take it and I won’t fake it You want me to be just like you and nothing more I wanna make it but you won’t let me You’d rather see me lying dying on the floor Want me to submit, don’t need your permit Can’t give up my freedom and live behind locked door Want me to admit crime I didn’t commit How can one soldier against army win this war? There’s no wine left on table, darkness in empty room Not single soul to talk to I’m all alone in my doom Your hate and ignorance and anger I don’t have a strength to fight no longer There’s nothing I can do, there’s nothing I can do
4.
Stone Bed 05:57
I’ve never been a saint but I confessed all my sins I did it for me don’t need forgivness from others I know a winner doesn’t always deserve to win But we all pay for our sins one way or anonther I have learnt that people’s minds are often constraint They see what they want and they believe what they choose It doesn’t really matter if you’re a sinnner or a saint One day we all turn to dust , all winners will lose Promise me one thing when I lay down in my stone bed You’ll grant me my last wish and let me have that last kiss In my heart I will forgive and forever forget Then my mind will get in ease and finally rest in peace For how long will you remember me? How soon you’ll forget? Once you know I’m gone for good how you’re gonna feel? Will you think of the good or will you remember the bad? Will your heart be broken and how fast will the wound heal? Promise me one thing when I lay down in my stone bed You’ll grant me my last wish and let me have that last kiss In my heart I will forgive and forever forget Then my mind will get in ease and finally rest in peace Have I really lived? Was I even real? A life for a rent full of illusions All is surpressed and concealed Existing in a world of delusion I thought I found that beacon of hope It was not shining for me through the night But without the torment’s of love What would be the meaning of life? Promise me one thing when I lay down in my stone bed You’ll grant me my last wish and let me have that last kiss In my heart I will forgive and forever forget Then my mind will get in ease and finally rest in peace For how long will you remember me? How soon you’ll forget? Once you know I’m gone for good how you’re gonna feel? Will you think of the good or will you remember the bad? Will your heart be broken and how fast will the wound heal?
5.
Grim Reaper 03:20
When there’s no hope there is no reason To try to fight to go on and survive When all days turn to rainy season You no more feel like you’re alive You only have one life to live You’re giving up too easily Grim Reaper come and collect my soul My heart’s been already ripped out There’s nothing left but a black hole Just come for me I have no doubt Come, I’m waiting with my arms open There’s no reason for me to stay No one can fix me I’m too broken Just give me a moment for my last pray This is your one and only chance Death is definitive Grim Reaper come and collect my soul My heart’s been already ripped out There’s nothing left but a black hole Just come for me I have no doubt Grim Reaper come and collect my soul Grim Reaper come and collect my soul Grim Reaper come and collect my soul Grim Reaper come and collect You called you have no doubt I’m here I’ll take your soul WAIT! I don’t wanna go…NOOO!
6.
Falling 05:28

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released December 6, 2020

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